if I could
    spend a piece of each day
        or maybe one of every few
    laying down beside you
    holding you close
        you squeeze tight for just a moment
    running my fingers through each tangle in your hair
    and sharing perhaps pedantic words
        definitely pedantic
            and perhaps that’s okay
        in our sporadic patterns of speech
        we curl into
            as you curl further into my arms
    finding myself compelled to plant a kiss upon your head
        just the one
            at least for now
    tracing my way along your cheek
        impossibly soft and silken
    as the tea steeps beside us
    defying sleep
        at least once in a while
    until our dreams speak idly
        having come to find us
    in comfortable mutters
    a cue to leave, or stay to see
    your eyes shine in the sunrise
    on the balcony over toast

i would
    and I’d likely never fail to find myself smiling
    as the streetlights guide me home